Huge amount of weight lifted off my shoulders

Ok so yesterday afternoon-ish Blair and I went to the church and talked to Preacher about some things. We talked about something Preacher, Mrs Rowell and I had talked about several months ago. To basically sum that talk up, it was about me asking the Lord for forgiveness, and then going in front of the church and asking the church for their forgiveness. So the talk yesterday, was Preacher asking me if I had asked the Lord for forgiveness, which I have, and if I felt he had forgiven me. And he wanted to know if it would of been alright if at the beginning of church service, that I got up with him, and Blair come up too, and he would explain to the church what we was doing.Then he gave the microphone to me, and I explained to them I knew it was wrong, I asked for forgiveness, and then I asked the church if they could forgive me too for what I done. Then preacher took back the mic, and talked some more. He was telling the church how I have been coming since I was about 8 years old so it being 10 years that I have been coming, and then he told them I was being induced this Saturday. We had a season of prayer, then continued with the service.


1 day-My 18th birthday
2 days-Kaidens coming!

Great News!

Ok, so I went to the doctor yesterday. Im still dialated to a 2, but besides that the baby is totally ready. The cervix is thined , and Im having the contractions and all, Im just not dialating. I have been at a 2 the last 4 office visits. So after the exam and all, the doctor asked me if I wanted to get induced or if I wanted to wait. I told him how Blair would be home this week and she was kinda wanting to be here when I had him. So this Saturday, at 8:00 AM I am scheduled to be induced at Methodist Hospital. So Im pretty excited now. Blair will get to be here, she is like super excited because of that. I think I am ready for it! I will definelty have to post some pictures of him.

The baby shower had a great turn out! Got like everything that I needed and then some. I had a few friends show up, but most of them had to work so couldnt make it. Alot of the ladies from church came. Mrs. Kristy, if you want to, on my myspace I do have some pictures from the shower if you want to see them. Emily made an amazing cake. I loved it! There was a few select things I didnt get, but with the couple of gift cards I recieved I was able to go get. The only big things I didnt get and still need would be a stroller, and I would like to have a bassenet. I am so thankful for what I got though. There was one lady she comes to church, I dont really know her, she dont really know me, but we invited her, and she said she came, and when wwe went around telling how they all knew me she said she didnt really, but still wanted to come to show support and help out. Emily had everyone write down a word of advice on some notecards and everyone read them off, my mom wanted me to read hers, it made just about everyone cry. We had a great mother/daughter moment, crying on each others shoulders and hugging after. But I thank Emily for hosting the shower, and Sis. Burling and Sis. Sours for getting the space to have the shower.

Well, I had a doctors appointment today. Dialated to 2 cm now. He said it could be soon. But they had me do the non-stess again. They had to do a little stimulator shock thingy on my stomach to get him moving cause he wasnt wanting to move. He said he wanted me back this friday, because he still isnt moving like he should. He has a good strong heart beat though, so I guess that is a plus. But as we was going to the desk to check out, we looked at the paper and he had complicated pregnancy marked, and fetal movement decress, and then there was one other one but I dont remember what it was. So they are going to keep an eye on him and see how things go. So lets just hope everything is alright, and nothing is wrong and that he is just being lazy and not wanting to move :)

Doctor Appointment

Ok so had the regular checkup and such. Ended up doing a non stress test. We told them he hasnt been moving around as much lately. They said his heart rate is fine, he just isnt moving as much as he should. So now I have to do a kick count sheet. I have to do it twice a day. have to lay on my left side, which is the side I cannot get comfortable on whatsoever. I have to record down how long it takes for me to feel him move 5 times, and if I dont feel him move 5 times within a half hour, I am to call the doctor. But other then that, things are still going good. Still at 1cm.

Mrs. Kristy! Look!

I was looking through some old pictures that I have saved on an online album and I found this pic from at the mother/daughter banquet like 2 or 3 years ago.